God of Small Things
'When you hurt people, they begin to love you less. Thats what careless words do. They make people love you a little less.'
rahhhh
5:19 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
One Last Breath
~CreedPlease come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's somthing left for me
So please come stay with me'
Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
rahhhh
10:54 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
junk.
ok.im glad monster is a rough terrorist like dog.
coz i can kick his ass.
anyways.
sumtimes, i need a lil spice.
and i shld quite whining. or whining abt whining.
coz im still whining.
which is irritating coz i whine too much.
and dere u go i've done it again.
dreams last for so long. even after u're gone.
junkie dreams.
r-e-s-p-e-c-t.
rahhhh
9:16 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
im complex. COZ I SAY SO.
i hav concluded dat.guys r blind.
rach will agree.
for now.
haha.
as in.
YUCK.
ok it has no freaking meaning link wadsoeva. but juz yuck la ok. my fav word for now.
YUCK.
its juz emotions taking me over.
ok i realise no one might understand this post besides rach.
AND ALL I WANNA SAY WAS YUCK.
okok. anyways. i hav been having like horrible dreams lately. like horrible horrible. like not those weird ghost cum n chase after u horrible. its the mad men cum n chase after u horrible. as in please if its a ghost it will b less u know realistic. but can u imagine like u know "SAW" like situations. i.m.so.freaaked. i tell u.
it doesnt help when i keep waiting for sth happy ta happen. u know sth that will make me think hey jc life wont end in such a bad note after all.
eg: mr jun guan's opposite decides dat he likes short girls hahahahahaha.
*gives a hua chi droolly look. eh~heh in u know whos laughter chuckleeeee.
which is actually impossible. heh. but u know dreams r so nice once in awhile. ok. impossible dreams. haiya. and im joking btw. in case anyone thinks i hav fallen deeply in love with sumone i dunno. which is totally ridiculous n insane.
unless he is sumone frm shinhwa. coz please. i m like totally good frens with em. thats y we know every detail in their life. haha. RIGHT SIEWLEELEE.
okok. anyways, my point is. please ppl im hinting for u all ta cheer me up by bringing me on a shopping trip to topshop or zara since they r having sales. OR! buy me alot alot alot of sweet potato in the 7-11 style with slurpee alongside.
THANK U V MUCH.
actually thats quite impossible too. coz everyone will take it as a joke or my incessant rambling whining n moaning bout my life. or the lack of it. o well.s
BIG BIG HINT.
see the words r even big. to show emphasis.
to anyone.
DUN LAUGH/
i said dun laugh hor.
okok. u can laugh now.
this is a complex contradicting argument.
i refuse ta believe that its incoherent.
all of man's actions arise from greed n fear.
they do they do.
i tell u they do.
ok. end of argument coz BEH says so.
nanny nanny poo poo. sudden urge for slurpee.
ok im gonna go get it. i juz cant concentrate anyways.
o did i tok bout my recnet rebellious streak of wanting to kick paintings n quitting sch.
i guess i din.
well now u knw.
and u know howta cheer me up.
GRiNS widely knowing that no one is gonna do it anyway.
OK. OR PERHAPS u cld inform jun guan's opposite.
hhahahahahaha.
this is complex.
not incoherent.
ROARS.
*o and hi miss ng. haz. i dun hav a tagboard. sorry. :)
rahhhh
5:17 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
drop it on me.
You stand there looking at meI stand herre looking at you
WHEE.
ok.
i am juz bac from "getting notes" which miao-ey din bring. haz.
and
I BOUGHT STUFF LIKE AGAIN.
after i told myself i m so not gonna shop.
SOB.
the worse part is i din buy this shirt i liked coz i tot it was too big for me.
and the point is it was on sale n then the other dorothy perkins stores r like so far away.
argh!
then then then.
I DIN BUY.
i need a WALKING ATM.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
argh.
I M GOING TO BUY IT TMRW.
must hav my size.
if not.
i will cry sob whine n pout there.
ok. i. am. going. to. stop. shopping. after. i buy. that.
and please ppl ard me. remind me to keep to my word this time round.
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
如果不是你
我不会相信朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你
我不会确定朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
its gets scary thinking bout ahmah leaving after the A's.
sob.
we will miss u.
no one ta walk slowly with me when miao-ey chiongs anymore.
hai.
lovelove.
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jia you ah.
rahhhh
7:45 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Walk On By
~GabrielleIf you see me walking down the street
And I start to cry, each time we meet
Walk on by
Make believe that you don't see the tears
Yes let me grieve in private
'Cos each time I see you I break down and cry
Oh walk on by
I just can't get over losing you
And if I seem broken in two
Walk on by
Foolish pride, that's all I have left
So let me hide the tears and the sadness
You gave me when you said goodbye
Oh walk on by
Stupid pride that's all I have left
So let me hide the tears and the sadness
You gave me when you said goodbye
Oh walk on by
You know you really got to go
So walk on by
Baby leave me never see the tears I cry
Know you really go to go so walk on by
rahhhh
9:37 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Learning To Breathe
Hello, good morning,how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way that I say I need you
This is the way that I'm
Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Hello, good morning,
how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad
So this is the way that I say I need you
This is the way that I say I love you
This is the way that I say I'm yours
This is the way, this is the way
i miss miaoey i miss ahmah i miss vonny.
i wish. i din havtgo thru this. its getting too hard for me.
i miss u.
lovelove.
juz let me get thru this. please.
rahhhh
11:39 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
hi.
juz ta say.im still alive.
and kicking.
for now.
In a book- in a box- in the closet
in a line- in a song i once heard
in a moment on a front porch late one june
in a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon
There it was at the tip of my fingers
there it was on the tip of my tongue
there you were and i had never been that far
there it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
and i let it all slip away
What do i do now that you’re gone
no back up plan no second chance
and no one else to blame
all i can hear in the silence that remains
are the words i couldnt say
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